Above photo by me; below via Pinterest.
It's called pain.
om namah shivaya
om gam ganapataye namaha
for it to subside
the growing throbbing throbs. the plane does not move.
the plane does not work.
broken machine, broken body.
I'm being asked to sit still.
break down so you can calm down
my ankle buzzing light pain light particle release.
R > est
I < ce
C > ompress
E < levate
I'll let you know what the doctor says.
What do I know?
I continue practicing, even in this cold dark sharp